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Is that cuz i'm taking too few classes in this spring quarter and then i hv too much time becoming more sensitive to other stuffs?
Yesterday i just felt very discouraged again by some words.
From other's perspective, it seems i'm impolite and inconsiderate unconsciously.
I'm told to be myself all the time.
But i just find out if being myself more, i'd be lazier, more silent, more passive, and more selfish which do harm to frnds.
i'm viewed as not treating them like true frnds.
i'm spoiling our friendship.
is it the classical deep-rooted bad habits of the Scorpio?
well, maybe....no wonder some ppl would feel afraid of me when knowing i'm a scorpio.
it's really hard to explain my confusion and feelings cuz they r all messed up.
besides knowing i hv strong ambition in my career goal, i guess i never know what and how i should be in other aspects.
sounds ridiculous, rite?
Also, i'm told it's really a pity i dont hv any love experience.
well..i'm looking forward to it at some time.
but these days, i merely feel it might be lucky that i hv not fallen in love w/ someone.
or in my ways of living, i might hurt sb more deeply...
i cant even manage normal friendship well; not to mention love.
i'm somewhat lost in my writing now...cuz too many thoughts, confusion, and upset are tangling with one another in my mind...
well..
then keep reminding myself of not asking too much and being more slient...
Yesterday i just felt very discouraged again by some words.
From other's perspective, it seems i'm impolite and inconsiderate unconsciously.
I'm told to be myself all the time.
But i just find out if being myself more, i'd be lazier, more silent, more passive, and more selfish which do harm to frnds.
i'm viewed as not treating them like true frnds.
i'm spoiling our friendship.
is it the classical deep-rooted bad habits of the Scorpio?
well, maybe....no wonder some ppl would feel afraid of me when knowing i'm a scorpio.
it's really hard to explain my confusion and feelings cuz they r all messed up.
besides knowing i hv strong ambition in my career goal, i guess i never know what and how i should be in other aspects.
sounds ridiculous, rite?
Also, i'm told it's really a pity i dont hv any love experience.
well..i'm looking forward to it at some time.
but these days, i merely feel it might be lucky that i hv not fallen in love w/ someone.
or in my ways of living, i might hurt sb more deeply...
i cant even manage normal friendship well; not to mention love.
i'm somewhat lost in my writing now...cuz too many thoughts, confusion, and upset are tangling with one another in my mind...
well..
then keep reminding myself of not asking too much and being more slient...
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